HONEST SECTION
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
(looks) blue
2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
money, lack of money, how to get to next week without any money, how to arrange my schedule for the next year so i can work enough hours and make enough money without having to work seven days a week ... do you understand?
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
wasting my time on the internet and watching medical freakage on tv.
5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
no. i look okay when i'm 'dressed up' ('gothed up'), i guess.
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
i forgot to put on the sunscreen that i remembered to put in the car when we went to the zoo. i ate a chocolate bar. i took a two hour nap knowing i should go to bed early instead because i have to get up early tomorrow.
7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
don't have it. probably would rather cut off my right arm than watch it.
8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
no one specific - just people with stable jobs and social lives.
9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
writing. having time off. gymn. listening to music would be very high on the list if my stereo wasn't dead and my computer hadn't recently been erased.
10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
no. i bite the skin around them. i don't know why.
11. Honestly, do you pick your nose?
not just for the sake of picking it.
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
honestly, that's off-limits.
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
not in particular. i'm feeling rather fat and lazy and antisocial.
14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
i have some.
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
indeed i do. it would be my preferred and habitual way to cut them out of my life completely, but there are ... extenuating circumstances.
17. Honestly, are you loyal?
if you deserve it. currently i don't really know anyone who deserves my loyalty.
18. Honestly, are you in denial?
no, i'm pretty clear about everything. sadly.
19. Honestly, who would you wanna see right now?
i thought i just answered this. the only living creature i really care to see right now who isn't here is my dog.
20.Honestly, do you like anyone?
not generally. =P (i suppose the question is referring to a crush, and that's a no, too.)
21. Honestly, does anyone like you?
possibly.
22. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
the non-existant person i like or the person who may like me? um, no. to both.
ANGER SECTION
1. What do you do when you're mad?
if i'm at work, seethe. if i'm at the gym, reem out the kid who's making me mad (or tell the head coach that a certain boys' coach is being an equipment-monopolizing dickhead again). if i'm driving, scream at the idiot who can't drive and has tried to kill me. if i'm at home, well, i would normally put on music meant to either make me angrier or calm me down, but, you know ... dead stereo ... that makes me pretty mad in and of itself.
2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
shout at the animals for getting in my way, because they always seem to get under my feet when i'm already pissed off or in a rush. then i have to stop and apologize and get down on the floor and make it up to them.
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
do crocodile tears from a manipulative eight-year-old who doesn't want to do her beam complex count? otherwise, only in The Annual Mutual-Meltdown Shouting Fights, that i know of.
4. Do you swear when you're mad?
*snort* you think? not at the kids, of course. and, with much more conscious restraint, not at customers.
CRYING SECTION
1. When was the last time you really cried?
a few weeks ago. i was so stressed out and it was so hot and i hadn't slept properly in days and my headache had been there for even longer than that.
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
oh, a couple of hundred times.
4. Do certain songs make you cry?
yes. nowadays, i try to avoid them.
5. What usually makes you cry?
stress, worry, and loneliness. usually combined into a big soup of Suck.
HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you normally a happy person?
no. but i joke a lot. it's odd, i know.
2. What can make you happy?
gymnastics, writing (when it goes well), going to a concert, having a good book and time to read it, just hanging out and having a good time with people somewhere. which doesn't happen often.
3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
sometimes.
4. Do you believe in yourself?
sometimes.
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny that you are?
i'd probably snicker at them and carry on with the conversation. but i wouldn't know, because to the best of my recollection, no one's ever said such an odd thing.